the story of my first stays at the chelsea hotel...
I had the great pleasure of staying at the Chelsea Hotel three times before they closed their doors for nearly a decade. I was eighteen.
I spent my childhood selling handmade jewelry, so by the time I went to college, I had saved up a good amount of money.
I used most of it to sneak off to New York and Los Angeles, (I should have been in class).
Rooms at the Chelsea used to run you about $90-$120 a night.
One room I stayed in was on the cheaper side, but you had to share the bathroom with the entire floor.
My dad was terrified when he got wind of that. π€£
Thatβs one of the most beautiful things about youth - we can be so happy with so little.
As we age, It seems we spend more time and energy on maintaining a lifestyle if only for the approval of others. When youβre young - you donβt care about things like that.
I feel like Iβm one of the lucky ones - to have spent a few nights in the Chelsea before her renovation.
I am in no way old enough to have been there for anything iconic - and yet, I still feel like the magic shaped me.
The Chelsea and all her historical glory are part of the reason I am an artist today.
Cheers to many more nights at the Chelsea Hotel.
xx
"darling, it finds a way to live in you"
what youβre given, what you live in
darling, it finds a way to live in you
and your heart, love, has such darkness
i feel it in the corners of the room
"i'd tell them put me back in it"
this divine life π
this divine life π full of pleasure, pain, song and dance. i want to sink my teeth into every sensation - the late nights, the heartache, the things that make your soul expand. this way of living is not for everyone - but it is one way to be β¨βΎοΈ
infinity βΎοΈ
high above the west side..
the painting i collaborated on with alexis <3
girls who paint
"i bloom with elegance"
Iβm entering that space where I wanna move slow and make things beautiful. If only I knew this metric when I was with you. I was too young, I wanted altered states and endless experiences.
Growing into my woman, my body, my time.
I bloom with elegance.
I was always this person, it just took the majestic passing of time to reveal.
πΉ