summertime high
crazy butterfly sweatshirt by petals + peacocks
lost without you tee by petals + peacocks
swim by bayu the label
hate myself for lovin' you
summer shades
nothing like summers in nyc. here’s some photos i shot for zero uv around my neighborhood. i was really craving a milkshake and some new reads, so it just worked out.
really excited for my birthday coming up + my trip to paris! i’m planning some cool stuff and ya’ll will love the summer content!
happy monday
xoxo
summer in the city
the memory of who i was slipped away as soon as i left. this month will be ten years since i moved away from my childhood home, six in new york.
i’ve never had a problem letting my past slip away, the person i was left in the night.
she was replaced by dreams of what could be, a life that would someday be mine.
sometimes now, it feels like i have that life. just a little. a soho loft, long blonde hair, the freedom to make art whenever i please, talented friends.
i guess though, i never doubted myself. that’s why it worked so well. there was never the palpable risk of failure, i was too persistent for that.
i hope the slew of social media i press into my eyeballs every day doesn’t take that from me.
and when i start to feel the doubt creep in, i set down my phone.
i return back into this life i have created for myself, this beautiful reality in all it’s dimensional glory.
and i know that it is enough.
xx
the virgin suicides
watching movies with the sound off. dreaming you were somewhere else but you’re right here.
it’s so magical, but your head’s in the next moment and it’s like you were never even here.
i’m far away from you, but always with you. i dance in your mind, my smile replays softly. you remember me in pictures, soft and pastel like. creamy around the edges, child-like, a bubble pops in your heart.
but i am not yours, and you are not mine.
we are more creative that way.
i like making art to the idea of you, miss making love to the feel of you.
some things never really end, you are in my sound.
my morning and evening inspiration, the light in the day and the pull of pleasure at night.
forever yours,
xx
watching movies with the sound off
forgetting to document the good stuff, every minute counts.
light rush to my head, i don’t know what to say anymore.
holding back is getting harder, the air is getting warmer.
i want you by my side all the time.
xx
springtime pink
Some long-weekend style inspiration for you all. My bag is vintage dior + the butterfly bag is part of a new collection on dolls kill. Same with the butterfly bell-bottoms. All the other pieces are from the new spring collection at i am gia.
rainbow warrior princess
I’m feeling all the rainbow vibes for this spring! I’m also feeling the early 2000’s so hard. Simple Life on repeat. Old pictures of Britney and Christina. I’m so into it.
baby pink shorts by dolls kill
rainbow top by dolls kill
butterfly hair clips by dolls kill
blue sunnies by dolls kill
laundry day
links to shop laundry day editorial:
laurelie satin trimmed spring bra by agent provocateur
laurelie satin trimmed spring brief by agent provocateur