devil like me

by Rachel Lynch

Devil like me. All up in her dreams and no where to be found. She comes alive at night. The sunset leaves reflections on the walls, dyes the furniture and sinks into the ground.

She rises, sips blood red wine and says her prayers. She covers a blank canvas, she wears a sheer robe. She is magic and mystery, a thing of butterflies. Long blonde hair, and little limb legs. She dances in the night, you follow her with a camera. You document her heart, soul and madness.

xx

SAVAGE X FENTY

by Rachel Lynch

Finally got myself in some SAVAGE X FENTY and it feels divine.

No really, it does. To be honest, I didn’t think this was a brand I was going to dig. Or better yet - I didn’t think it was a brand that was for me. I loved the adverts and the message, but I honestly didn’t think I’d actually like wearing the product.

Regardless, the pop up store in New York is literally two blocks from my home - so I knew I had to give it a try. I’ve been on a wild neon kick, so I naturally gravitated towards the brighter colors in the store.

When I walked in, I was immediately pleased by the variety in size that was in stock. It’s one thing to carry all sizes, but another to have them literally stocked there in the store! The bras range from 32A to 44DDD. I am usually a 32D, but I actually got a 34C in the green leopard bra (which is my sister size!)

I purchased the unlined leopard bra in emerald. I love that it was super soft and cozy and no extra anything, just space for my big tits! I know that sounds funny, but often I feel like there’s not enough space inside a bra even if it’s in my size! The bra completely covered my breast, supported it well, and felt cozy. For the price point, I would say you can’t go wrong.

Of course to match, I bought the leopard lace thong! I love a good thong for daily wear, so when I get matching sets, I usually pick the thong options. This is a personal preference - when it comes to underwear, it’s about what feels best for you.

I hope this small review helped some of you who were contemplating trying the brand. I also know I had the luxury of a pop up store a few blocks away, and it was good to buy the product in person, even though I am an online shopper. I’d treat yourself to a set on a pay day when you’re feeling it, you’ll spend around $44- $65 dollars. Send yourself a little something special and cozy for the fall.

xx

shake me all out when you're done

by Rachel Lynch

Such small spaces for wild hearts, the weekend boils. Born to a time when the quiet ended. New York has always been a place for souls like me. I am electric, alive. I walk the streets and feel music through my bones. Every aspect of this place makes me feel alive. And when I am apart from her, I can feel her street lights from the bottom of the ocean.

She is wild, she is home.

xx

slime green coat by dolls kill

wicker lover romper by dolls kill

star bra by dolls kill

photos by jen senn

la vie en rouge

by Rachel Lynch

i leave summer very full of you. i have experienced a capacity for immense devotion. i have sunk into the depths of regret and the sorrow of a life ending. i can’t find logical reasoning for life or love, everything is sewn together and the meaning is what you make it. the heart will write stories where you’re the hero, the victim, or the righteous one, all to avoid pain.

suffering pulls us into an unbearable reality, and we never stay long. we slip into something less sober to blur the lines of our wounds. we reduce our vision and all is well again.

i wish i could choose when i was about to feel everything. the tender wave hits me when i least expect, and i am left in shades of wary.

no matter how disappointing this life may be, it still comes out fulfilling. because at it’s core, to be alive is a gift, and that gratitude is always the anchor the pulls me back in.

xx

"we're never gonna feel as full as we felt"

by Rachel Lynch

i love paint, lingerie, nicotine fingers, long runs and blush on my cheeks. i love imperfections and marks from your love on my body. i love when i am free enough to merge all my thinking - the daily routine with the creative process. when art becomes life, and there is no cognitive dissonance. 

when i am calm enough to realize that everything is everything- painting is running, and artistic excellence is athletic excellence. 

when i’m bold enough to see outside what i’ve been told.

self-worth is built upon through doing the things that scare you and lifting the things that have been designed to weight you down. you build upon your worth by developing positive experiences in pursuing your passions. 

that is why everyday is so important - we are creating, moving, progressing. every book, song, trip, person is contributing to the narrative. 

become brave enough to write your own story. be messy and own all of it. 

lorna blue bra by Agent Provocateur

lorna blue suspender by Agent Provocateur

lorna blue thong by Agent Provocateur