i am trying to break your heart

by Rachel Lynch


Listening to Wilco in the empty spaces, I am nothing and everything is now. Lately I've been feeling so full, then so empty. Thinking I'm a blank canvas ready for anything, then realizing I have so much to say. I switch between the two, perhaps both are required to live. 

I want to wear everything, and I want to wear nothing. I want a home filled with books, I want the books to be in my mind. Young and selfish, waking up to serve my own purposes, fulfill my own ideas. When what's inside you consumes you, it's the story you paint over everything and everyone else. 

But still, I want to hold you, cause you're part of my story and everything is always now. I am trying to break your heart. 

 

hat by fancy fedora

blue hat by Lack of Color

jacket by Deadwood

rings by stick stone style

photos by Sari Morgenstern