This isn't a game. And if it is... it is not one I'm particularly enjoying playing.

by Rachel Lynch in

It was never about attention. Or emotional blackmail. Or dramatic wheedling. It took virtually everything from me, and I'm only just starting to recover bits back. It is not something I revel in. I hate it passionately. Nothing makes me angrier than to see another person submitting slowly to this blackness. But as I said, it is a perverse addiction and holds on to you very tightly.