modern times and the rubber factory

by Rachel Lynch in


She hated to be photographed. You had to run after her and tie her down. And you had to get past all the junk in her hair. But she was special.

Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I’ve walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it, and above.